“I scream your name.
At night, during the day,
In my head, and out loud.
I know you won’t hear it, but I still scream it
I look around and see you everywhere.
You are visible in the faces of your siblings.
A mirage of you in your chair at your computer
Makes me look again
second guess my visions.
I know I should celebrate the time I had with you,
Celebrate the victories and successes you had
In your short time here.
about your life, but instead
I sob your name!”